The empty come over again.

One more time, I don't have anything thinking in my head, want to go to somewhere, drunk ... again, when will that stop, when can I have a fresh real smile? Pain, suddenly i feel so hurt!

Old trails, a moss grows up  to cover the pain of yesterday,  and to add the new pain, a grin  when in the eyes have  tears, salty lips, trying to tell myself don't think, don't remember, don't expect anything else, but don't know why the chest aches a hiccup. I told myself  not to expect anything from you any more, has prompted myself  not to breathe, crying when love is one-sided, tried to stress the laugh, and also I accepted I'm the person standing behind you but when you try to be silent, that makes me uncomfortable.

I try though but how I can understand all of your heart? The past, present, and love in you, you did not really know yourself, how can I? I do not want to know the memories of you that are very hard to forget, I do not need to know  that person’s inner  beauty When the outer beauty is visible to all, because if I try to know, try to understand, that just makes my heart  hurt more, and Comparisons are more distorted. You want silence, you need to be left alone, maybe my words of care for you are excessive, and you become exhausted when I keep after you;  I become a nuisance ...

I'm so worried about the love I tell you of, it gives you hard  solution, to worry about this love, remembering  will make you fear, and I am scared about the sorrow I bring  you and make you run away from me. ... Love, I love so much, hurt, I hurt a lot, but it seems that the emotions cannot  be relieved, that makes you have more sadness. Stopping love, the love full of troubles and sadness, Let’s  just leave it all to become a shadow behind you. The head reels, my mind and my heart are suddenly silent, and in my mind just a heaviness of emotion.

So then I'll try to be silent, although that is always the thing that makes me fear, and worry, but maybe I need to do this, because everybody needs their own silent world like that.

Yeah then I'll not say that I love you, love you so much, to hold back the emotion of love, so you do not feel sadness or flee from me.

I'll let you be quiet and I’ll try not to step into your life, not sow the love you do not want to receive, and so your  unwanted sad memories are  buried tightly, not to do the same myself

Yeah, and then I'll see it does not happen anymore, I'll go far away, really far so you don't feel  sadness anymore ...!